About Me

hey, i’m Eli (he/they), a nonbinary masculine capricorn from the dirt—like a bug. i’m 16 and very openly autistic (woah, shocker). i love drawing, playing music, making DIY clothes and accessories, coding websites like this one, and customizing avatars wherever i can. if i can’t say how i feel, i’ll stim or throw on the perfect song instead. music is everything to me—top 5 bands that shaped who i am are green day (obviously), car seat headrest, elliott smith, fall out boy, and temporex. but i’m into way more types of: punk, metal, shoegaze, synthwave… linkin park was the first band i obsessed over. “black eyeliner” by green day is so underrated it hurts—it makes me feel every emotion i don’t know how to say out loud. and “disappearing boy”? that’s me in a song.

my personal style is unique, accessorized, and alternative—like if a sticker-covered cd case came to life. my dream room is like a loser older brother’s hangout spot from the early 2000s: posters everywhere, a couch, bookshelf, tv, cd player, rug. cozy as hell. kandi bracelets and my green day lanyard are essential to life. i wish i lived in the 90s or 2000s, just minus the bigotry and evil.

i think i'd die in a really dumb way—like some weird coming-of-age movie ending where no one explains what happened to me. i’d haunt my friend by making his room way too hot. my soul probably has a sticker on it that says “Bug controlled robot - do not tap on glass.” and if my life was a band, the name would be long, weird, but still rock. being cringe is being free, and i love how deeply myself i’ve become. music and stuffed animals will always comfort me, and temporex will always sound like the past. welcome to my corner of the web :3

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